有点灰心.
I can’t win.
I… can’t… win…
What do I do if I can’t win?
What do I do if I can’t win?
What do I do if I can’t win?
If I’m not the best?
If I can’t be the best?
If I’ve already lost?
If my future’s already crackling and disappearing before me?
What do I do if I can’t win?
What do I do if I can’t win?
What do I do if I’ve already lost?
(I’ll have to invest way more than I want to if I want to have even the slightest chance of winning. And even then, I’ll probably lose.)
I can’t win. I can’t win. I can’t win, can’t win, can’t win, can’t win.
I can’t live with failure.
I can’t live with this.
I can’t live with not winning.
Not even trying? No point in trying. You will lose. There is no point. So you should just lie down and die.
