Second Person Present Tense – Intrapersonal v.s. Interpersonal Intelligence

I love writing in second person present tense. You know why?
Second person point of view, I think, is even more limited than the first person. It gives you the impression of not being able to see. Because if the narrator is talking about ‘I’, themselves, the reader can still see the narrator, right? But when [...]

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Firosofi~~~

Your result for The Sublime Philosophical Crap Test…

R-A-R
You scored 33% Non-Reductionism, 56% Epistemological Absolutism, and 33% Moral Objectivism!

You are an R-A-R: a metaphysical Reductionist, an epistemological Absolutist, and a moral Relativist. What does this all mean? Well, keep reading to find out.

Metaphysics: Reductionism (Monism or Positivism)
In metaphysics, my test measures your [...]

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I’m a SPITEFUL LONELY BORDERLINE-SOCIOPATHIC SCHOLARRR (in more ways than one 8D)

Your result for True Colors Test – A Self Inventory…

NT – Scholar (Green)

Congratulations! You are the SCHOLAR.
First, the bad news. On any given bad day you’re most likely to be perceived as cold, arrogant, know-it-all. At times you are closed off and independent, seemingly absentminded, and have probably been told that [...]

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Death~~~ (the way all of us are heading)

I want to grow up and I don’t. I want the wisdom, the experience, the knowledge, the maturity, the perspective that comes with age, but not the responsibilities nor the way the myriad paths to the future close up one by one until the destination becomes clear, too clear in your mind. I want the [...]

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KITTO DAIJOUBU!

Listening to this always makes me feel better!! Hahahaha~~

Oh yes. Everything will be all right. YAYYYY!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! *skips around on rainbow clouds singing happily*

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It’s

not working.
Back to the drawing board again, I guess. Objective, obstacles, tactics. Damn you, Lisa, for being so damn freaking complex. Keep it simple. Pare it down to simple, concrete sentences. Forget the music, forget the images. They don’t work for you anymore.
It’s on Monday. God DAMN it.
Objective: I want Ruth not to [...]

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So she never knows if she’s happy or… broken-hearted…

Just found a preview of China Doll on amazon.co.uk.
Can’t stand it. Can’t stand listening to it because when I do I see her it’s like I’m hearing her and I’m in that room again listening to her sing but it’s not her and I’ll never hear her sing again and it feels like something in [...]

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BAAAHHH

She said “Thank you, love.”
To me.
TO ME.
SHE DOESN’T HATE MY GUTS. SHE DIDN’T SMILE OR ANYTHING AND I WAS JUST PASSING HER A TISSUE BUT SHE DOESN’T HATE ME. SHE ACTUALLY SAID SOMETHING DIRECTLY TO ME. SHE CALLED MY NAME. WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. *sobsobsobsob*
……………………………….
………………………………………………i’m so fucking pathetic.
Hahaha~ the seniors were sooo funneh today when [...]

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Whooooooo~~~

The Bacchae is opening tomorrow it’ll be my first time in a real straight play homg I’M SO EXCITED. AND SCARED. GAHHH.
We did Meisner techniques in Acting II today. It was bad. Blerrghh.
On another unrelated note:
I Am A: True Neutral Elf Wizard (1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-12
Dexterity-13
Constitution-12
Intelligence-15
Wisdom-11
Charisma-11
Alignment:
True Neutral A true neutral character does what seems to be [...]

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Maslow.

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs.
Basic needs – food, water, shelter etc
Safety and security needs
Love and belongingness needs
Self-esteem needs
Self-actualization
I’m fucking stuck at somewhere between safety and love needs. I’m fixated at that stage. I’ve regressed. I’m obsessing so much over the fact that those needs are unfulfilled to the point where I can’t work hard to become [...]

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