I was reading Collected Stories, a play by Donald Margulies, a completely brilliant and awe-inspiringly play, it’s so finished, so polished, so fucking perfect even in the rawness of the ending – do you have any idea how many plays with terrible female roles I’ve read? Practically 99.99% of plays I’ve read fall in this [...]
Archive for February, 2009
GAHHHHHH
Posted in Uncategorized on February 28, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Death.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 25, 2009 | 2 Comments »
My grandmother is dead. Tuesday, February 24th, noon, Malaysian time. Tuesday, February 24th, noon, Iowan time was about when I opened my dad’s e-mail telling me she’s dead. I was listening to Kizuato by Kalafina when I was reading it. It was such a fitting song to be listening to at the time.
I don’t feel [...]
Alone.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have this strong need to be alone. I want to be alone with nothing but the sweet sound of silence floating around me. I need to be alone with the sweet, sweet sound of silence. I want to be alone. Leave me alone.
For one month I was alone in that apartment room. I wasn’t [...]
Sadness and Sorrow; Song of Regret
Posted in Uncategorized on February 19, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
She sang a song called China Doll from Marguerite today. I was weeping silently halfway through.
She’s leaving at the end of this semester and I’ll never see her again. Never, ever have a class with her, have rehearsal with her, catch glimpses of her in the hallways and around campus.
I could have taken [...]
Journalism notes
Posted in Uncategorized on February 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
We spend more than half of our lives connected to media, more than we sleep, impacts every area of life.
Mass Communication
1. Wired
(a) All communication devices needed an electrical outlet.
(b) Limited mobility.
2. Wireless
(a) WiFi: Wireless Fidelity.
(b) Devices can be used in any location.
(c) Total mobility.
(d) The way we’re going is wireless. More and more delivery to [...]
Every day of my life
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged wangst on February 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
My hearts breaks inside little by little every time I go on Word, every time I save a document, every time I see the empty empty empty list of recent documents –
I hate writing things that I’ve already written. I despise it. I had it all laid out. I had it all perfectly done. [...]
