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Fuckability Zero.

That’d make for a lovely story title wouldn’t it?

She rates everyone around her in terms of fuckability. The first time he sees her, she tells that he has a grand total of zero fuckability. They Fight Crime! (Or something.)

I need my best friend to realize his girlfriend is worthless.

I was listening to the Mononoke soundtrack, specifically, Mononoke Hime and The Journey to the West, when images started forming. A person, much of the same gender and age as the Medicine Seller, lives a peaceful, quiet life in an isolated valley; his entire mind and soul are as one with the wind, the sunlight drifting through the trails of willow, dew-soaked leaves, and ice-cold springs. He lives entirely off the land, without any desire for human companionship or the outer world whatsoever. His only friends are the animals and spirits around him, who come to him for companionship and advice. He plays chess with fox demons and dances with butterfly spirits. He adorns the spirits of the water with the petals of flowers that they would otherwise not be able to reach. There will be hot springs of some sort.

His serene life is broken, however, when a warrior shows up to ask him for help. Their land is being invaded, and if he does not lend his power over the spirits to them, their world will be destroyed.

What will happen next?

Images & ideas:

Yellowing paper with the smell of ink, delicate caligraphy.
Story consists of poems by the main character, spoken out loud and recorded by the wind and sun. Subtle changes in the landscape hint at the coming strife. The rest of it are songs to the warrior, and songs to the spirits.

For voice class:

1. Danza Danza
2. Diva’s Lament (Spamalot)
3. Don’t Cry For Me Argentina (Evita)
4. Please Don’t Touch Me (Young Frankenstein)
5. Lesbian Love Story (The Wild Party)
6. If My Friends Could See Me Now (Sweet Charity)
7. Bali Hai (South Pacific)
8. Fine (Adam Gwon)
9. Random Black Girl (Kooman & Diamond)
10. Cry Me A River (Arthur Hamilton)
11. When You Come Home to Me (Jason Robert Brown)
12. Lonely Is A Two-Way Street (Rowe and Dempsey)
13. Calling You (Robert Telson)
14. More Than You Know (Rose, Eliscu & Youmans)
15. Welcome to My Party (Michael John LaChuisa)
16. Habanera (Hammerstein & George Bizet)
17. The Sun Still Rose from Dani Girl.
18. Anything by Kooman and Dimond.
19. Never (On The Twentieth Century) (a great angry soprano song)

Inexplicably, a post that’s somewhat normal. Songs that I love and that I wanna sing.

1. Makka na Chikai

2. Jewel by Ayumi Hamasaki

3. Reset

4. Take Me Faraway by Oh-chan

5. Rain by Oh-chan

6. God knows I’m too soprano to sing this.

7. Confrontation, from Jekyll and Hyde. If only I was a guy. Oh, if only I was a guy.

Musical Theatre

1. The Children of the Wind from Rags

2. China Doll from Marguerite

3. In Short from Edges

4. Say That We’re Sweethearts Again from Meet the People

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that I will buy after I become famous and wealthy and can actually afford to buy games like these.

1. Sims 3. (PC)

2. Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance. (Gamecube)

3. Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn. (Wii)

4. Grim Grimoire. (PS2)

5. Saiyuki: Journey West. (PS)

6. Deus Ex. (PC)

7. Pajama Sam 1: >something about not being afraid of the dark<

8. Anything with decent Ho Yay in it.

9. Eternal Darkness: Sanity’s Requiem

Hopefully all of those games and consoles will be hopelessly old and obsolete by the time I have enough money to buy them (number 7 already is, kinda) so I can pick them off one by one off amazon.com for less than RM 10 per console/game. Yes, feel free to dream on my dear.

List of books

that I will buy over www.amazon.com after I go back to the good ol’ US of A.

1. Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell
2. A Song of Ice and Fire
3. Check out Guy Gavriel Kay’s books.
4. Carol Berg’s books.
5. Steven Brust’s Vlad series. Also, House of the Jhereg.
6. These.
7. Joanna Russ, To Write Like a Woman: Essays in Feminism and Science Fiction
8. And these.
9. Snow Crash. OMFG SNOW CRASH.

9. To The Lighthouse by Virginia Woolf.
10. Lord and Ladies.
11. Maskerade.
12. Hunger Games
13. Ender’s Game

Once I completely master Japanese to the 100%th max, I will celebrate by buying the entire original Eyeshield manga series in Japanese. High quality paper and ink. It’s gonna be totally awesome. Also, F. Compo, City Hunter, and anything else by Tsukasa Hojo. And Negima. And everything that CLAMP’s ever made. And LIAR GAME, my new love!

Piano no Mori is a masterpiece, by the way. Despite the art. I think I shall buy it. Yes.

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1. Malik Ishtar
2. Evangeline
3. Mana from Negima

want to be killed

slowly

painfully

jump off a building

die

splatter

don’t want to live

die

die

die

i wish i could just die already

can’t kill myself

will someone please kill me

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me

Foe Yay turns me on. Probably because the only way I can relate to other people is through violence.

Negima Top Ten Characters

1. Evangeline
2. Rakan
3. Mana
4. Chachamaru
5. Negi/Adult Negi
6. Setsuna

These are my top six. The rest, I don’t care about as much.

7. Chao
8. Albireo
9. Nagi/Arika
10. Adult Koutarou

I am horribly horribly depressed due to my own incompetence and I am binging on sitcoms and chocolate in a desperate attempt to cheer myself up.

It’s not working.

Vicious cycle.

I hate myself. What else is new?

Why am I such a fucking failure?

Recently that’s all I’ve been able to think about.

My heart is sick.

I’m a failure. I’m a failure. I’m a failure.

I cannot sing.

At all.

I fail at acting.

I fail at dancing.

I fail at EVERYTHING.

Why am I such a failure? Why?! WHY!?

This is bad.

I’m in love with Sue Sylvester.

This is not a crush. This is not admiration. This is full blown I want you I need you I love you please be mine right now kind of love. These are not the kind of feelings you’re supposed to have for a fictional character. Next thing I know I’ll be making Sue Sylvester hugging pillows. Or worse, having a wedding ceremony with pictures of her. A marriage with a fictional character. A gay marriage, at that.

Damn you, Grilled Cheesus. This is all your fault. Your fault for showing us a Sue Sylvester that’s not merely a caricature of pure luscious evilness. She was so open this episode – raw, honest, vulnerable, serious, all the way through – without losing the delicious sharpness to her character. She was so beautiful. So. Fucking. Beautiful. And so real, like she was someone I actually knew in real life. Like I could just reach out and she’d be there with that mocking smile on her face. It haunts me, that last image of her lounging at the table opposite her sister, flicking away a checkers piece with almost girlish mischief. Like I could just turn a corner and she’d be there.

I love her. Oh god. I love her. I love her I love her I love her. -sob-

And she’s atheist too. The way she argued with Bambi about it – it was so goddamn sexy my chest nearly exploded with cum.

Oh god. I love you, Sue. I love you. I love you! I LOVE YOU! I want to scream it to the whole world! I! LOVE! YOU! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!

And I love you, Jane Lynch, for bringing this wonderful, amazing character alive on screen. I love you for that too. You’re a beautiful, talented woman, and you deserve every single Emmy you get. I love you too. <3

I feel like murdering someone tonight. Hmm.

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